I wasn’t sure

I wasn’t sure about being a mom.

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I wasn’t sure if I would be good at it.

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Or if I would like it.

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If it would be too boring for my fast-paced, driven, multi-tasking self.

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I wasn’t sure if I would like having a baby.

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If I would just have to gut it out until we got to the fun toddler years and even more fun six year old year.

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Cuddling for hours! Watching him laugh! Will that really be the makings of a lovely Saturday morning?

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I wasn’t sure if I would miss my freedom. If I would feel confident. If I would feel like a mom is supposed to feel.

IMG_1651Five months in, I can pretty confidently say there are days I have no idea what I am doing. And there are times I am bored or tired or a nasty combination of the two.

IMG_1653But what I am sure of is that I would do it all over again.

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